I wanted to make something like this for Christmas or our 6 month anniversary but I never found the time or didn't know if you'd like it as much as something handwritten but.. I thought this would be cute and its something you can always go back to easily! I apologise in advance for if I get carried away and make it really gay.. as usual..

Happy birthday baby! This is literally just me gushing about how amazing you are so I hope you don't mind!

I'll start this as I do any other mushy thing I write by saying I love you.. like really really love you. I never imagined myself being with someone so perfect and so caring and lovely. someone who genuinely loves me as much as I love you. I get really overwhelmed sometimes just thinking about you because you're so good and I love talking to you so much - something I always think about too because its almost been a year since we actually started talking properly and thats so long?? like yeah I have online friends and stuff but I never held long conversations with them or talked to the every single day and never got such happiness out of it as I do with you. you make me so unbelievably happy and I hope we talk as much as we do for so much longer because it always makes me smile when I see a message from you in the morning and when mousy goodnight and just all the time.. I love you and talking to you ahhh,

I can't believe I have the best boyfriend in the world.. you're so smart and amazing and id do anything. I'm so proud of everything you do no matter what it is and I don't think I can ever express that enough. I really really am proud of what you achieved so far in uni despite how bad its been sometimes. I'm proud of you for putting up with everything and putting some shitty things behind you. You really have come so far from when I first talked to you, especially when its coming to me to talk about stuff. you've been doing that a lot more and you're more open which im also so proud of you for!

you make me feel so loved and I know that I can always come to you if I need to and I trust you with absolutely everything. I couldn't ask of anyone better in my life because you are honestly the best thing thats ever happened to me and you really do help me so much without even realising.

I think you're the prettiest boy I've ever seen.. I rememebr when we only just knew each other on twitter and I saw your selfies and I had the biggest crush on you. I genuinely saw photos of you and swooned because of how cute you looked. I know we already know this but I wanted to remind you that I genuinely still find you adorable and so beautiful and I cant believe we're dating. I love you so so much..

I think that when we're together again we defiantly need to take more selfies together.. I want pictures of us on my wall and we always forget to when we see each other. I still have your Polaroid in the back of my phone, as well as some of your selfies on my wall. I love looking anthem and seeing the new photos of you that you post make me go all mushy and fall in love with you all over again. You truly are perfect and again I don't think I could ever express how much I really do love you.

I've been thinking about our future a lot and how much we're going to see each other soon.. I honestly can't wait. we'll get to go on dates together and I can come up and we can go on walks around London and we can have dinner together. I can't wait to go on so many walks together and we can go to the beach in Brighton. we don't always have to watch movies on call because we can cuddle and actually watch them together!

I can't wait till after that too when we move in together and get married. we're gunna have a dog too.. we're going to have such a cosy house and we're gunna be so cute together and I'm crying because I can't wait and I love you so much???

I hope this wasn't cringey or anything I just wanted to make something cute for you and I know all of it is a repeat of what I've said before but I can't tell you enough how happy you make me feel, and how much I truly do love you.

I hope you're having a lovely day and its good birthday and that you got some things that you asked for! I'm sorry I can't do more than a mushy carrd but next birthday I promise ill be able to get you something! you're my favourite person ever and I can't wait to spend my future with you!